i was curious to see if anyone was able to receive anything government wise in regards to our condition.

i was actually approved for SSI which took 4 years, but...... (eye roll here), once at the office to get things in order i was told that i am not disabled, that i am able to actually work, therefore my case was closed.

its frustrating because they do not take into fact that sometimes i am out of work for days, even weeks. so where is my income at that…

i was highly upset last night when i check into the emergency room at my local hospital. to my surprise i was taken straight back to a room, but anyhow

when asked what helps the pain, i asked for demoral and their reply "we dont do demoral any longer, what about morphine" i had to laugh a little in my mind b/c morphine is like taking an advil now. it does nothing for pain being that ive had it since my first crisis at 7 years old.

anywhoot, the doctors ordered…