I ball up and use props to get into the wildest crazy positions to get comfortable when in pain
....sometime the position looks crazy or looks like it can hurt but i get comfort from being all balled up in knots ..is this the same for us all.
I know this will sound crazy and im ashamed i do it
Also i have been poorly treated by ERs so no matter how much im hurting when i go in i try to dress my best so they wont sterotype me and think im a junky drug seeking
i hate that i have to do this.
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