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I am wondering if anyone on this forumn has done or heard of research on the medicinal value of smoking marijuana? I have always smoked marijuana - long before I knew what the world medicinal meant - but it was mainly because I wanted to. I enjoyed it.
Now, I honestly believe that my smoking marijuana aids me in managing SC in many ways. Not only does it serve as a buffer to stress, it also helps me sleep and makes it more bearable to endure the constant, everyday pain in my joints...especially my knees.
Could it be that I have psyched myself into believing these things? Or, could it actually be that marijuana truly can be used for medicinal purposes.
Help me out family - What do you think? Is there one among you who can offer honest insight? Or, even an educated opinion?
The reason I ask is because I have been really considering discontinuing my use of marijuana. I want to stop despite what I personally believe are benefits to me. Since I'm being so honest right now, let me tell you - it makes me lazy. I need to focus on so many things...things that I really should be doing...but I have been saying, "I don't feel like it" a whole lot more than not.
I am also thinking of my need to honor my resolve to be a better me this year. It's almost June...Need I say more?
Anyway,
I am considering not smoking anymore because I want to be more accountable for what I do with my life from here on out. This includes my health.
I didn't think I'd live as long as I have but now that I have seen 40, I want to see 50. I believe that I can see 50.
Seeing 50 is going to require me putting forth the most effort possible into a healthier lifestyle. (I am getting old ;-) Also, in keeping with the whole honesty thing, in addition to being lazy, I admit that I don't eat well. In fact, I eat what I want, when I want and far too much! I do not exercise and I don't go to the doctor often - even when I am feeling lousy or like something may be wrong (yes, I know better - we'll have that discussion on another post) I'm no dummy...I know that I can not realistically expect to see 50 unless I make some changes. I just don't know if my marijuana use is one of them. If smoking marijuana is actually more harmful to me than helpful, then I need to get a grip and add it to the 'to be removed list'.
Again, I ask your thoughts. What, if anything, do you know about SC and the use of marijuana?
PS# This isn't a debate question. I am not asking about whether its right or wrong, I am asking for your knowledge of and/or experience with marijuana. If it doesn't apply to you, so be it. If it does, can we talk?
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