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Hate what the Pain Meds make you say... What did I Just Say?

I hate when you have no inhibitions when on big doses of pain meds(Narcs) and when you come off them u realize u said something u shouldnt have said or was embarrsing and then u just wanna run away and u keep thinking of what others r thinking about what u said ...also i hate when the meds falsely motivate me and when im off them the motivation is gone and u feel sort of weird.
is it me and my personal insecurities or do we all do this

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Comment by Bukky Ade on August 15, 2009 at 1:53am: Well the two crazy things Ive been told I said was:
1.Nurse: Is anything bothering you honey?
Me: ummm my parents
Nurse (laughing) no i mean are you having any pain
Me: oh no

alSO i hallucinated that my mom was yelling at my brother (i was in the hospital and they were at my house!) LOL crazzyy

Comment by Sickle Cell Warrior on August 11, 2009 at 1:07am: Here ya go! I blogged it!

Comment by Sickle Cell Warrior on July 19, 2009 at 7:44pm: LOL...omg, I've said some crazy things on drugs. My man states that he loves grilling me when I'm looped up because then 'I really get to know what you feel about issues!' Yep, he does take advantage of my no-filter mode...and since I don't imbibe alcohol, that's pretty much the only time you will get me with my guards down.

The most outrageous thing that I said *(which I didn't remember and deny to this day!), was that I was a hired assassin and killed people with my violin case a la Antonio Banderas...lol. I also said I was the Princess of Egypt, and named my seven older brothers in order...threatening that my older brothers were warriors and would come beat up the nurses for causing me pain. (As you can see, I tend to have quite violent hallucinations!)...lol.

Although I do get slightly embarassed when I'm teased about all the crazy stuff I've said, I just roll with it...it's all part of the experience I guess. Great discussion (I'm gonna blog this btw!)