I am sitting here feeling defeated. I have just come home from the hospital on Sunday and I am still in pain. I hate to go back but I feel there is no option. I have taken the pain meds they gave me to no avail. My dilemma I have a three year old who I have sitting in front of the tv because mommy cant play with him. I feel like I am becoming depressed and I see how this disease can affect you mentally. I really hate going back to the er because they will look at me funny and say oh your back… Continue