Angry or am I just being irrational, Im 16 its 5:15 and I cant seem to catch some sleep

Uncontrollable emotions followed by an uncontrollable pain

As I write tears are flowing, and I can feel the blood sickle through my veins

Im so sick and tired of living this life, but who is to blame. I've never been so afraid to die, a feeling of incompetence makes me feel ashamed

I have a appointment tomorrow to talk about transfusions. Because I've had acute chest over 12 times, in the… Continue